Mum surprised me with this, yesterday morning. It made my day(:

Went to my centre yesterday, for fun. Like as if I have so much time to spare. ):



"Each indecision brings its own delays and days are lost lamenting over lost days.. What you can do or think you can do, begin it." - Johann Wolfgang

"Plan purposefully. Prepare prayerfully. Proceed positively. Pursue Persistently." - William A. Ward

I feel that I am super indecisive at times.
One moment I wanted it so badly, yet when it is within reach, I think twice if not thrice about wanting it still.
Get what I mean?
Mum and aunt were supportive and encouraged me to have it, but I have yet to make a decision.
Goodness, this is much harder than I thought. >.<

Okie that aside, Merry Christmas to all!
Especially to Van, Ying Zi, and Brenda! :D


It's already the second week of hols, oh man how time flies.
Hmmmm, why can't it crawl instead?

Oh anyway, didn't get to meet the lovelies last monday. Sorry ladies! Set another date soon ya? :)

The main comm organised a chalet for HI Club.
On top of that, monday was only for us main comm, so decided to go down and join in the fun.
Uber glad I went cos we went to ESCAPE Theme Park! It's been a while (years actually) since I last went there.
Although it was nothing much, we took mostly all the rides available. They even forced me to go into the Haunted house luh. Sorry, Mimi has a weak heart. heh
I loved the Pirate Ship the most though. It was a thrilling ride that even Kelin got scared initially!
The feeling of your heart in your mouth was awesome to the max.
Anyhoots, we didn't stay there long, but I'm sure we all enjoyed ourselves after all those stress we've faced esp with cca. Heee

Moving on to tuesday..
I had attachment in the morning to implement the first math lesson. HORRENDOUS. And next week is my assessment already! Luck, I need you this time.
Thereafter, went to the chalet again and brought some food along. We collected the catered food and the guys soon started the BBQ going and.. you get the flow. :)
It was nice to see HI clubbers getting together and share laughters. :)
I would be glad for more of these activities to be held in future, but we sure have to cut cost, we spent alot. >.<
And of course, HAPPY 18th ADE! :D

As for today, mum took day leave for me, yes again.
Went somewhere and headed to the Central at Clarke Quay.
That place was like a maze, and most of the shops were still not opened at 11am. -.-
Ohwell, home sweet home then.

I realised I have neglected my assignments. A lot to be done, no kidding. Erm, will get started soon, when I feel like it i guess..


Went to my centre this morning to help out in the Christmas Party.
The children were as adorable as ever. They talked to me about random stuffs, and I loved that. :D
To state a few; this girl came up to me, showed and talked to me about her plaster, and this boy came toward me smiling cheekily, and this other girl came to me and spinned in her lovely dress, oh and there sure are more... Uber cute! :D
Helped them out in their costumes and snapped some photos for mentor.
Oh and it was nice to have met Kim and Wan Fuan too. :)

Left early and headed to Straits Kitchen for lunch cum sissy's birthday celebration.
Thankfully I didn't get lost in Orchard.
Good food there! My faves were mango pudding and DURIAN ICE CREAM.

OMG, the ice cream was yummy that I had 3 scoops of that! Maybe cos their serving were rather small. Hmmm
I had a goood appetite, darn good that I was apparently the last one to stop eating. >.<
Ohwell(: Okay, I'm being a lil' narcistic today. hee

Last but not least, HAPPY 17th to SISSY!
(Fatz, I liked what you sms-ed her. heee)
The cupcakes looked lovely, but looks are deceiving.

And so, there goes my Saturday with the familyyy. :D


P.s: What's happening to you? to me? to our friendship? I need some assurance please.

Had a good start to the day cos I had McD breakfast today. *grins*
That may be random to some, but I simply love the breakfast there!
Anyhoots, headed to school for a short meeting thereafter.
Saw some HI clubbers practicing for this Sat's perf.
Oh how I wish I was involved, I miss song signing. ):
Well, hopefully I'll get to watch their perf! :D

Received a card from SALLY yesterday, so sweeet luhh she. :D
Mum took half-day leave yesterday cos of some matters and surprisingly, she got me a cupcake! Totally random.

And a Little Miss Chatterbox keychain too! I'm obviously not a chatterbox, heh, but she says she chose it cos it's pink. AWWW <3

I forgot to post this up, but last thurs, Miss Su gave each one of us this scented soap. Another sweet being. :)
My bag smells nice thanks to that! hee

Took a pic with her cos I think she looked cute that day. :D
Somehow she seemed to blend in (in the pic) with us students. hee
I shall entertain myself by song signing now. :D
First on the list, CRUSH by David Archuleta. :)

On another note, I'm looking forward to CHALET next week!
I'm prepared with paper plates, cups and ka-ching(club fund though, hee)! :D

I think Van, Sally and me were rather hardworking just now.
Want to know why?!
Cos we were in school discussing project just now!
Yes, in school- during break.
That on the other hand made me realised that I should not be so hard on myself these 3 weeks or so.
HEEE, simply cos it's the BREAK.

SO, I'm going to have a life by doing random things like...
Meeting up with my lovelies, helping out in my centre's Christmas Party, shopping with mum, slacking at home, having McD breakfast, take time to indulge in good food,... and the list goes on! :D
And not to mention, doing my assignments! :D
Mum and sissy commented that I look like fish out of water if I'm not doing assignments or when I have nothing to do. >.<


We exchanged gifts yesterday, I hope they liked what they received, cos I definitely loved mine. Thanks dearies.
After lesson, was contemplating a lot between going for meeting and dinner with YEP gang, but in the end, managed to go for both.
YEP gang was so sweet to have waited for me. Had a nice dinner with them at Turf City.
Van, seriously, thanks for all you did/said. Loves.

Last day of school was nothing like what I expected it to be.
Whatever it is, I'll just tell myself it's over.

And not to mention, the long awaited break is finally here, but I'm not in the right mood yet.
I need a life!

P.s: Maybe I'm thinking too much about it, but maybe it's the truth.
I have nothing much to say if you choose to keep mute.
Out of all people, least did I expect it to be you.
Silence is not golden.


HEADACHE! My head's spinning like a top which just can't stop twirling. >.<

So anyway, just wanted to blog about yesterday.
Went out with my beloved aunt!
And also, sissy. I meant, my sister.
We went on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeee!

She bought me 2 pairs of Levi's jeans and a dress and sissy got a crumpler bag, a dress and a top.
She also treated us to lunch and after which in the evening, Starbucks.
Can you imagine the BOMB she spent on us?!
But, it was all voluntary with no force or sulky face shown okay. In fact, she was the one who encouraged us to buy them. :D
Was out for 7 hours or so, which also meant no work was done yesterday. I like! :)
Needless to say, she is loved.

Move on to today, it was goooooood!
Met Astra and Ziza at NLB at 11am.
Lunch with Ziza was goood too and food wise, it was a tad too ex I think. heh
After which, Van joined us. Did what we're supposed to do, coupled with laughters and frustration.
Frustration refering to the work of course.
I'm so bad at photoshop. ): Anybody willing to teach me??
Still, stayed at NLB till ard 6pm, work still not completed yet, but it'll be soon, I hope. :D

Last but not least, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all. :D


I think I should rest and re-energise myself, now that there isn't much to do yet. :D
Anyhoot, will be meeting up with Ziza, Astra and Van on Sunday for ITA, not a bad thing at all!
A relief for us, there are only 3 more assignments to go, YAY.
I'm sure all of us are looking forward to 12 DEC. :D

Wahida and Siti, THANK YOU both for the encouragement! Much appreciated. <3

P.s: I see the sparkle of a million flashlights, a wonderwall of stars.. But the one that's shining out so bright is the one right where you are.
P.p.s: I know I'm nobody to you.


What is happening to me?
I am so worn out these few days that whenever I reach home I don't even wish to talk to anyone, much less to my mum.
And that's obviously not a good thing.
I get agitated so easily at the littlest things; when things are not done in time, or when things get complicated and confuses me.
I am eating so much junk food like nobody's business and I tend to skip either lunch/ dinner.
I feel so weak that I can just break down when someone "hits" me.
I have my usual 6-7hours of beauty sleep daily but yet I'll feel so lethargic the next morning.

Something somewhere has gone wrong somehow.
Somebody tell me what's wrong?
):


P.s: I need my daily dose of you.


Siti, this orangy post is for you. (: